Hellloooo. I know, it’s been awhile since I last blogged. I’m sorry, I will get better at this(I hope). I’m sitting at work & extremely bored & had a few minutes, so I decided to get this done now. By now I would assume you’re a little confused. Let me explain things…
Yes, I did get a job. I’m currently a front desk clerk at a hotel. Hey, I applied & they said “sure”, so I took it. Several reasons, mainly because we are low on money so I had to get one basically. My mom is not able to go back to work & has to file for her social security & until she gets that I pay all the bills & my piddle SSI payment does not do it all. I don’t mind working although I am now stressed to the max & having seizures again, so that’s that. I try to stay calm & relax as much as possible but it’s going to take some time for me to be even a little bit close to 100% okay.
As I’m typing this at 3:30 am, I am trying not to fall asleep & also hoping that this cold I think I’m getting goes away…I do need a longer break from working, but I hate that I may need to due to being extremely sick. But right now, it’s looking like I won’t be working for a few days…I hope I’m wrong & this bug won’t last that long, but as of right now I feel like fucking death. Sore throat, extremely green snot, a severe migraine, I’m super tired, & I think I’m running a fever. I leave in less than 3 hours & am off tonight. Going to sleep for a few hours when I get home & doing my spa day, so hopefully I feel better & wake up feeling fine on Monday. I’ll update on my Twitter & let y’all know.
Obviously if you read the title of this blog you know that I decided that I will continue to write blogs. I really wanted to quit, but then I really found out who my friends are. I had no idea so many people cared what I wrote. I felt so good once I realized that I actually had friends that cared about me & what I wrote here.🥰 So I just wanted to say a huge THANK YOU to you all, thanks for reading & caring about what I have to say. Much love to all of you!!!!!😘💋
So, my mom & I are going to see Travis Tritt next month, SOOOOOOOOO cannot wait!!!! My mom has seen him at least 5 times & my aunt met him back in the 90s. I have never seen him but have always loved his music. SOOOO excited!!!!!😍 Pics & videos will be on Twitter, IG, & FB!!!!
Okey dokey, I think that’s it for tonight. Sorry I’m kinda out of it from beginning to get sick & then I also have stuff to do before I get off in less than 3 hours(thank fucking god!). So I will probably write another blog soon…just look for it!!! Thanks for reading!!! I love y’all, stay amazing!!!!
Sydney xoxo
Confessions Of A Mentally Ill Brain 