Forgettable

First blog of 2020!!! How the fuck are y’all doing?!!?!?!? I’m doing pretty good. Sitting here watching TV on my brand new 43” LG TV which is PERFECTION!!!!! I LOVE IT!!!! So yeah, things are going pretty good. Let’s get into this blog & let me tell y’all what’s been up since I last wrote a blog.

I COULD NOT handle being a STNA. Man did that job SUCK. I have the utmost respect for the people who can handle it, but it was just not for me. Second time I’ve went to a school & couldn’t do it. Being a STNA was DEFINETLY NOT my dream job. No idea why I thought it was going to be. It fucking sucked. I just don’t know why I thought I was going to enjoy it. I do like taking care of my mom but other than that, I don’t like taking care of anyone else to be completely honest. I know I said I did but after working with other people, yeah, that’s gonna be a negative ghost rider.

I am currently & desperately looking for a job that is going to work for me. I am having the worst time. Please pray for me!!!!!!!! I will update on Twitter if I get one, I’m hoping to know something by next Friday.

I named this blog forgettable because honestly that’s a word that describes me. I am a forgettable human being. Every single person I know seems to leave me just because. I am so alone all the time, I have no friends except online(I love y’all, please know that & I hope we’ll be friends forever!!!!!). I don’t know. I guess everyone feels this way at some time or another.

Ummm…okay I think that’s it for right now. Sorry this is so short lol, I promise I’ll update y’all as soon as my life gets more interesting, haha. Thanks for reading, peace out homies!!!!!

Sydney xoxo